This is probably the fifth time I’ve even logged in here since March of 2015 and I’m not quite sure how I’m supposed to feel about that. I started blogging way back in the early 2000’s as a way of just making myself heard in a sea of nothingness and loneliness. Now, I don’t feel that need nearly as much. I have much better support, a much better environment, and am overall in a better state of mind. I still have bad and terrible days, days so bad I won’t even speak or get out of bed, so long that I’m unsure if I am even able to stand or make noise from my mouth. When I have those days, blogging isn’t at the top of my list, hiding is.
Today I have removed all of my old posts and am starting fresh. I am going to start doing website updates and updating information and pictures though out, because let’s face it, I’m no longer 17 and still suffering teen angst. It’s time to present myself more true to who I have become. A much more well-behaved adult that can manage his anxiety a little better than the old me, and have removed myself from such a toxic environment. Besides that I have started a venture, or project, making portable self-contained PhotoBooths. I even registered a LLC and pay separate, and more, taxes.
For now, things are moving slowly, but I’m picking back up.